GUMMY BEAR

Rough times

2011-02-03T08:54:00.000-08:00

Hello My lovely blog
sorry i never blog for too tooooo long .This few days was the rough times i have for so long. fighting with Cammy baby and my parents fight for 3days and friends backstabbing me if you don't like me you can just fuck off no need to be a two face bastard and you call me fat did you see yourself now how fat you are right now haha eh brother
Ader Pergi Ader Balik'Paham sial?
i am seriously lost i don't know how i get into this mess i don't why this happen to me all the time but maybe this is a god test never mind i tolerate and tolerate tolerate -_- i fight with Cammy this few days because i was jealous she being too close with her friend and is a guy i feel like whacking one of her friend for being too close with her and messaging her and she cover her friends butt but its ok but even though i was hurt so badly inside i will just act normal but yesterday i was so stress that i go out of the stupid house and meet Pozy,Is and Bobby they always give the best advice they advice me to just tolerate and advice me just give her freedom and let her do whatever what she want because i love her i let her do whatever she want to.As long you are happy im happy baby..
i just need to control my temper and need to relax all i know i want to study study study i don't care i need try harder this time i wanna go higher ni-tech and i need to..if i fail i will try harder this stupid problem will just make me stronger so no need to worry this month me and baby gonna be 2years im so happy..Cammy Baby i need you so badly.things change since 2011 comes..i miss the old times when you play around my hair when we lying down on the bed and the way you always tickle and make me laugh I Love you no matter what happen i wanna get old with you sayang
Aku Rindu Kau Bodoh=(

I feel so bad

2010-07-17T07:37:00.001-07:00

Hello Bloggers
updating now,this few days i have fun slacking with zieqahh and hidayat haha so sweet couple they two...Love hang in out with them again and yesterday play pool at zieqah Condor with them and syakir,darrel,syuk,and my baby play for 2hours im so piss off hurrrr!!!!last game then i win.I got the feeling syuk give me a chance-.- anyway today im so tired i don't know why and i fight with cammy im sorry i scold you i feel that everytime there's an event and i wanna bring you out.You confm busy.Ì know i know you don't want this to happen too,but you choose to go..but never mind i go celebrate with my friend like always=)
untill here

Gummy Sad=( i miss Oreo

2010-07-12T04:58:00.001-07:00

Hello people updating now i am really not in the mood now because my kitten just pass away and i feel really guilty now..haizz she die 19 hours ago she is only 3weeks old my sis found her under the block i think the mom abandon her.My sis saw and take her and she show it to me then she wanna leave her under the block back but then i scared other cat would eat her so i just let her stay at my house.. actually at her age she really need her mom..i don't know why the mom abandon her.i really have fun looking after her..Even how noisy she was..And i still don't know how she can die she smile to me and never move ..she die just like that sleep forever get what i mean..haizz i feel so bad.. i feed her everyday i clean her poo-poo and play with her shes like my 2nd pet...but then what to do now i bury her 19 hours ..Even my cat Ajeb is noisy just now he was finding the kitten like mad im not jk..Mostly someone of you won't understand how i feel now but pet lovers will know how i feel because we treat them like our family..anyway thanks for cheering me up Cammy you never fail to make my day...''Everybody make a mistake and we try to learn our mistakes''im so speachless right now untill here

going KL soon..

2010-06-18T00:06:00.000-07:00

Hello Bloggers

blogging now because going kL soon in 49mins haizz,why must this always be all a sudden

well i hope this year the motel won't be beside a cemetery like last two years damn creepy,untill i can even sleep so me and my cousin smoke untill morning lol..Winston Hot save my life fake-.-

Cammy don't be sad-sad k it's only for three days we can't talk otp or meet,so don't worry three days gonna be fast i hope so-.-,so better don't gatal gatal behind my back hah!

gtg babye love you very very much cammy muah!and i miss you very much too!untill here.

Advance

2010-06-13T09:10:00.000-07:00

Cammy Kok May Zann I know i said this many times but i never get tired of saying this everyday to you I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!And i miss you even if we meet everyday Happy advance anniversary!baby it's gonna be 1year 4months i want us to stay like this.

and i miss you so much now=(

i love u!ilove u!i love u!eeeeeeeeee!i wanna bite u !hmmp!

Kkkkkk updating,updating lah cammy

2010-06-13T07:06:00.000-07:00

Harlo!people!!!!
Im updating now happy cammy?~.~
Yay!im seventeen^^ but not a big deal for me because i can't really wait to be 18 now..
haizz need to wait for one more year. And this year my birthday was great no not great awesome hee.first my mom bring me to fish n co and Cammy was invited and cammy give me a present oooo thank you it's a fluffy dog-.- its so comfortable thank you sayang and my mom spent $160 just to eat fish n co Wah i got money in the bank!!!the fish n co was great the service was great too and friendly and the food takleh angs!damn nice..and i kena sabor argh!mummy mummy i need to stand on the chair luckily the chair strong^.^ and the people at there sing me a birthday song awww so sweet that was on sunday and the next two day it was tuesday 8 june my real birthday
on that day Cammy give me another present haha sweet of u syg,and my sis give me 10bucks-.-,and Nabila give me a cookie i like it!!! very nice and she give me a what ah something like a watch,but then Nabila can't make it but its ok so me,Cammy,Chip,Syuk,Darrel and Fatin
go Marina Barrage the view damn nice man!but too bad it was raining luckily never bring kites..
i don't know at there Mat-mat also play kite siol.haha after looking at the view we go kfc at funan it mall
i don't know why i sweat alot haizz after eating we go fullerton and i become the tour guide who earn $0 good right!Pffft...after seating there take many picture,and dancing like a idiot.
the view at there so nice some more got people play music for me you know.haha fake
and thank you for the cute cake
its too cute to eat lol.
then after slacking
we call it a day
we go back home
i have fun thank you very much guys
and thank you people for the wishes
Cammy i love you very much!
untill now. winks! babye

hi thans for making me piss off

2010-05-28T23:13:00.000-07:00

hello back again.

i dont think i can pass my exam i try many times for the test and i fail many times

but nvr mind i will try harder.i never achieve anything in my life..maybe i need to set a goal.

people enjoy life i dont know i can enjoy life now im too stress haizz i feel like changing myself to the old me ..im so piss off argh!

'sometimes people go to the wrong path'-.-

sunday bloody sunday

2010-05-22T23:49:00.000-07:00

!AJEB! -.-

im so stressssssssssssssssssssssss!

i'll regret taking this course even thought it's useful,i feel like im not fit for this course

last tuesday was my test and i fail badly..WTF? we study the topic they teach and guess what they give us other topics in the test

and next week is my exam fuck!fuck!fuck!ah!!!well i wont be suprise if i fail,i will blame my teacher ^^ he teach us like aliens braining wash humans..well fuck them,anyway now im chatting with killa bebeh!she's fun even when im grumpy in times she try to ask whats the problem.Thank you KIlla!^^ muahaha kau tkleh gigit aku.

and i miss cammy kok may zann i bought her a gift she will like it because she so eager to buy it.

i love her even if she won't listen to me.i don't know why when we always fight suddenly we'll be ok the next day weird right haha luckily i have the BEST GIRLFRIEND in the whole world weee!!

i love you cammmmmmy!

geeeeheee.

today was so boring.

study as usual

disturb my cat when he sleep

when he is angry he like to jump at me and bite my hand fuck you ajeb!

i look after him since he was so young

he was at the street and homeless

i was pitty him he look so hungry

he like saying 'Feed me if you dare"

bring him home feed him.

and my sis and her bf wanna take him get

to know in two weeks time they wanna

throw him luckily i take him bck

i feel im the hero muahaha

fuck you sister!!!

well i need to chow.

update next time

babye!

2010-05-14T08:06:00.000-07:00

I've no idea if you're going to read this syg, but i'm still going to post.

Do you know..

You're always on my mind, i'm always thinking about you. You always seems so close, when you're actually so far away. You gave me a feeling of love. You gave me a special feeling, i can't explain but this feeling is something i cannot get with others. I'm happy to have you, i'm proud to call you mine. But dearest, sometimes i don't mean to start a fight. I need you to understand, I just care for you, i'm worried about you when you're out. I don't mean anything else you know. Maybe at times, i don't know how to care for you properly. I'm sorry. But, I need your care&concern, I need your everything, i need your trust especially. I need you to trust me. It doesn't mean that things you hear can always be right. Do you know why we always quarrel ? It's because we always misunderstood each other.. You know syg, i really love you very much. I cannot lose you, do you know ?

.

2010-04-27T05:42:00.000-07:00

im sorry

i wanna run away from everything with you

baby baby baby.

2010-04-09T12:56:00.000-07:00

Hello blogger's as usual never update for a few weeks i think

it's 4am and still i can't sleep and my holiday is finishing this monday,argh!!! gonna start as usual my everyday ite life haizz

gonna be bored with theory i suddenly hate ite life i don't know why maybe it's sucks sucks sucks argh not being with my secondary classmates maybe im not use to it and for the last few weeks i really can't sleep at night 'insomnia'

when people sleep im like a owl looking for a food

i really don't know why argh.but everynight was so cold eventhought my body was like gummy jelly without her hugging me i miss cammy!!!! i feel so so so so crazy without her i miss kissing her i miss her hugging me i miss telling her funny jokes i miss her lying beside me every afternoon.how i wish i can fly like a superman with red underwear to her house just to kiss her-_- sorry for not being a understanding person,

sorry for being a unreasonable person..

baby-baby-bay don't leave me

i love you

untill here

i screw up again damn.

2010-03-26T09:06:00.000-07:00

so sorry baby we quarrel again im so so sorry sayang

haizz i can't lose her i love her very very muchy eventhought she so sturbbon-_-well i got another problem

you know the feeling when there'a a time when you so happy that you feel that you gonna get what you really want but end up you didnt get it

that's what i am feeling now.

'life is very unexpected' as i always said

fucking shit

2010-03-26T05:43:00.000-07:00

Hi, this is Cammy, i'll be blogging for my baby today.

I doubt he'll ever see this though, but it's alright. He might read this.

I'll like to take this time to just randomly type what's on my mind.

Here it goes..

I've been with Gummy for 13 Months.

Through these 13 months, countless times of quarrels occured.

But, we managed to get through it together, it was not easy.

I fell hard during major quarrels, but he was there to pick me up and got me back on my feets.

&I'll pick him up if he falls [:

I'm really proud to have him by my side all these while.

Even though both of us have a really bad temper, i'm willing to accept him for who he is and he's willing to accept me for who i am.

I thank him for his willingness ;D

He's always giving me the best jokes that made my day colourful, encouraging me when i'm really in need of it, cheering me up when i'm down,giving me comfortable hugs that gave me a sense of security,&wiping my tears away whenever i cried.

Yes, this is how great he is, i bet you didn't know (:

I'll like to end off this post with a phrase,

" It doesn't matter how people judge you, cause in my eyes you're almost perfection "

Goodnight readers ! ( if there's any ^.^)

Wonderful day.

2010-02-15T06:02:00.000-08:00

such a wonderful day with you baby=)

last long haha

kaki gerek

eh chipmunk nak step cute!-_-

sexy tak kite!

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY BABY!!!

Oh my god im so happy to have you cammy haha,i wanna last longer with you i don't yo lose you!i don't want to lose you!i don't want to lose you!i can't lose you not now never!=( im so sorry i don't have a gift for you for the time moment..and im so sorry my rough word's with you, when we fight my mouth cb when angry-_- sorry sayang i love you very-very muchy,baby i love you so so so much please don't change youre love to me,i never had this kind of feeling before when i first meet you my heart just stop i feel something going to happend to us seriousely im not world u know what im refering to.^^ baby i won't forget the first time i kiss,the first time hug and hold hand with you i know you were blushing i can see by your face haha please don't leave me.i dont wanna our love to fly fly far far away!=( i love u 'CAMMY KOK MAY ZANN'i really do. and feel so gay with this colour fuck man!-_-

today i really had a great time with you haha i really miss that moment,haha,it's very a wonderful day bebeh!7.30am wake up bcus shukri give me a call straight bathe and change meet cammy,syuk,afiq and syakir go straight to mrt chat-chat and listen to music with them untill we reach pasir ris bfore we going downtown east we go eat breakfast and this auntie sell malay food suddenly she talk to us said are we couple so weird haha..after eating we go escape theme park buy tickets and buy to package for two as etp and wwwet haha go haunted house cammy shout like one mad girl!oh man!i regret bringing her to the haunted house so fucking noisy hahaha!

after we finish going to haunted house we go play go kart!haha so lame lah lose already just said lah!stupid afiq and cammy!and we go to the pirate ship and take a ride and im like what the hell!!!why syakir,syukri and afiq laughing at me oh yar never mind because of my face-_-

so stoink to the core..and-and me and cammy when to the wet n wild no wonder they said wet n wet im so pissed off im so wet while pringles laughing at me grrrrr!!

after meeting chip,khairaini all we let them have their fun

after-after-after-after-after sorry if i said a lot of 'after'

after going to etp we go wild wild wet and go change-syakir is fucking irritating stop touching my tiger you fucker!!

hahahaha......

we go to the syiok river and i pity syuk he scratch his elbow so sad nak plaster tak gondol?haha

and my sayang fell down so so cute=)

haha i hope her butt getting better

i really have fun today i hope you all have fun too=)

im so tired im going to bed now

update next time

bye.

Tired babe

2010-02-12T05:49:00.000-08:00

Geeky cammy

it was candid and it so nice lying on her and sleeping^^

Woo!hoO!

Geeky cammy

HELLO_HELLO!

updating again.

so bored right now waiting for my stupid sister to finish talking otp

walow so long #^@# man!well what to do....today was a normal day nothing no fight,no stupid things nothing to do at school but to listen to what the teacher said and my thoughts like ;bla'bla'bla -_-after lesson straight away meet baby yay!!

haha ...fetch her at teck whye lrt then go to my house while waiting chipmunk and mustaqim. Cammy was hungry so tell maid to cook noodles for her so cute the face when eating with the lo han forehead haha.then chip and mus come rindu jorg mcm org giler babe.haha then straight away talk bout one stupid guy kena whack haha loser kena whack call brother humji,smoke,talk,smoke-_- then chip wanna test my bass guitar .. while they testing my bass..cammy kok wanna sparring.loser!go kick dick only knnncbbbb then 4pm chip n mus chow.bcus actually need to go cash converter to sell my ampifire but then so tired,so i was lying and sleeping cammy leg so comfartable=) but too bad she need to go back 5.30 haizz..miss her again..anyway have you people play guitar naked oooo^^?just asking tagg aities!babye..

updating as usual

2010-02-05T22:45:00.001-08:00

hello bloggers

bck to update again

love my new specs?it look so geeky haha need to buy urgently bcus my eye couldent see far like last time i wear spec since i was primary 4 so long ago i stop wearing spec sec1 nk step abang2 so buka lor.

today was boring.I missing her so much because we never get to meet like we used to.but its ok this tuesday meeting her hope nothing will happend once again im sorry baby for hurting you i know i always mess up i try not to be so harsh on u i love u so much ,one more week baby to 1year haha.

planning to bring her to marina barrage and go singapore flyer,and school is ok eventhought its hard for me to study when you really don't like that course.Life is very unexpected,but its fun having new friend but still i miss all my dudes

lol..

well update later the bed is calling me to sleep like a sleeping beauty

babye.

can't sleep.

2010-01-23T08:12:00.000-08:00

ni travis barker siol!jgn maen2 haha

eh bebeh!kaki tk perlu ehk

this is ismail the face irritating yar i know haha,but his fun if u get to know him

ngah syiok sendiri-_-

Ello

updating again..

i feel so gay since people said blog is for girl.

shared feeling all well what the hack i still wanna blog.

maybe gonna put private for no reason.lol

friday go wake up at 7 and i just notice that i was so damn late.

my head so pain that i feel that my head got 20kg

argh..mom wake me up bathe all and go take mrt with my mom

as we go out seperate ways.

argh!!! need to tolerate for 6months then finally can wake up late because why the ite is fucking gonna be infront of my house soon muahahha.

and friday go to school and it was raining heavily yes r can go to school late.as walking saw my friend and go to school with him and straight go to class

sit at the class listen to the bapok teacher talking for 5 fucking hours and im getting to use to it with my classmate they are fun yar but annoying-_-..

then go bck home bfore headed bck home eat roti prata at bedok with member.then go meet cammy yay!like finally hahha.i miss her eventhought it's only a day.she massage my head thank you sayang love u very-very much.slack with her at my house untill 5plus as she need to go bck home haizz miss her again.

saturday 24

wake up at 11

mxg baby ,bathe,eat.

feel like jogging but no mood dont know why

really need to slim down.

well call syafiq and azri go jamming

for 1 hour and get 1hour more free haha bcus azri cousin working at there.

and after jamming go to jurong point buy bag.

haha mcm sial argh syafiq disturb banglah we were shouting here and there.

after that go home .

and i fight with cammy otp im sorry baby.

sorry for my harsh words.

haizz,

i won't leave u promise.

untill here

happy annivasery 11 months baby im sorry i update late

2010-01-18T01:42:00.000-08:00

Happy 11th month baby

i love you so so so so muchy!!!baby please don't let me go:( if you leave me im gonna feel so lost without you,but i know i won't lose you no matter what:) i don't care what people said about us.i know some people said dont expect to go too far.but i hack care.this show you look down on us.but never mind,i just need you in my life only you,and baby remember this 'no one can replace you'.time flies so fast and i know it's kind of late to update

and i know my blog is dead-_- for a long time

haizz gonna be busy for 6months ite bedok was damn far ..and i really hate my course,fuck stupid ppl know how to throw any course

another 6months gonna be in chua chu kang ite woo!hoo!and ite bedok sigh.. no comments mat-mat rep-rep zaman gua dabis babe muhaha.go to school and become a good boy.haha..must tolerate 6fucking months and fucking hell i miss cammy,..eventhought we meet last friday i still miss her,i miss going to school with her,i miss slacking with her every night,i miss watching movie with her,im just missing you terribly

i really hope to meet her soon

untill here

just reach home.i miss u too baby

2009-12-28T04:50:00.000-08:00

I SWEAR ITS A GHOST TOWN

SUSHI!I HATE IT-_-

the taste foooooo!yoooooo!!!!!!!!

please don't look at my father i know its very disturbing

sun-sun way lagooooooon!

hello just came back from KL
1st day to kl..

now updating and im still tired lol is a fucking long trip on the first day wake up at 6am my mom nagging to go bathe and then 7.10 cammy babyboo call for awile aww im fucking miss her so much and then go to checkpoint it's like 4hours trip sleep in the bus,disturb my sister muahaha smack my brother head when he sleeping for no reason muahahhah and i was so bored luckily bring ipod after that the bus headed to stop for a toilet break and eat for awile and i bought samprona bebeh!3box muahaha.after that straight go tiang shopping street the place really remind me of bugis street it's fucking same after shopping go straight to the hotel and jump on the bed ,we reach the

hotel 6plus around there.and i sleep like apig wakee up at 2am just to smoke and just notice the view at nite it so awesome and head bck to sleep

2nd day.

wake up at 7am and bathe brushy teeth go for a breakfast after that go to Sunway lagoooooon!!!!!!it;s so fun going there the theme park was so fun reminds me when i was small ,..heee. and i go to the spinning cup my mom shout like what haha.after that go swimming and then sit with my mom and sis just to smoke and eat..then go to shopping mall to eat and buy ajeb a toy he gonna like it ..i can't forget the fish and chip its so nice!yummy!yummy!then go bck to the hotel while my parents go for meeting. me my sis go buy things and i just can't go to sleep keep thinking of her so mxg her for awile..then can sleep:)ggeeeeheee

3rd day wake up and have a really bad dream don't wanna think bout it batthe all head to bus stop for awile

to go eat and go shopping again and i got a gift for cammy winks!buy for her two gift and to tell u the truth im tired to updatez!!!!!!!!!!!!!

untill here-_-

and cammy I MISS YOU LAH IT'''S BEEN LIKE GONNA 20YEARS NEVER MEET YOU.i hope you can meet me this thursday

i miss your hug!

i miss your kiss!

i miss kissing your forehead haaha!

i miss you bitting my chicks!

and mostly i miss everything about you baby boo!:'(

untill here

anger

2009-12-22T09:27:00.001-08:00

Hello back to update

can't sleep,im so grumpy im fucking not in the mood right now.

and im sorry cammy..

im so pissed off.argh!!Fuck MAn!!!

getting crazy i miss cammy!:(

2009-12-12T06:50:00.000-08:00

hello blogger

updating im boring to the max never go out today

and i feel so weird without cammy:( i don't know why.

i miss her to the max sia.

argh!today wake at 9am baby call me before she go for camp

i really hope she having fun right now:)

and the whole day i bathe,eat,shit,work-out and smoke 5stick

and im super lazy to go to work argh!but what to do promise iskandar already

and chat with emily and fatinonet

AND EMILY I HATE YOU BITCH!muahahahah!

ok im bored back to video games

babye!blogger!

love them

2009-12-08T03:23:00.000-08:00

Hello blogger's back to update

December 0809

yesterday went to ayun chalet

it was ok ler-_- we went there taking lrt bfore taking mrt follow emily go buy the preasent for ayun walow so long you know emily choose the preasent ahahaha.after that take mrt while i was daydreaming inside the mrt,cammy and emily go stare at this girl but i got to admit the girl face was damn funny haha!takleh angs!we reach tanah merah then take shelter bus go there reach ayun chalet was damn hot sia sit at there and the chalet the place was damn peacfull,cammy plan to go to the beach then we go change and straight to the beach!!!!haha it was fun over there and the view foo!yoo!!!!so nice that i wanna cry nah just kidding we were playing water for like 2hours i think,and i was at the rocks while cammy and emily was shouting like a mad women siow!!!!!crazy women!haha,..i feel like throwing emily inside the water but then ah when i wanna push she shout like somebody raping her walo!haiZz-_-then after slacking at there we go bathe at the chalet and then go meet ayun all slack at there till 7plus straight go to the sshelter bus stop sit at there for half and hour ccbai so long fucking bus!!!call the taxi . me and cammy go show _1_ tthree guys fucker!!!long story ,go bck home sleep-_-

2009-11-30T07:01:00.000-08:00

GUMMMMMMMMMY !

Update lah !

thinking

2009-11-26T11:24:00.000-08:00

MISSING HER ALOT RIGHT NOW

wake up at 3am updating here,

i need you right here right now damn,

i miss you cammy...

what's wrong with me-_-

.damn,

City of God

2009-11-21T05:45:00.001-08:00

Hello Bloggers back to update again,

today wake up at 2pm do what i do everyday life-_- after chatting with cammy and emily for a while sorry emily my brb untill now haha sorry!after bathing and eating meet syafiq,salehan and hazwan-_- slack under the block and then go lot 1 after walking around go buy ice-cream its was 7pm and hazwan need to go bck home while walking 5 cid come to us and said can follow us.they need to scren us and i ask one of the cid and why must you check up us](oh bcus you all look like trouble maker-trouble maker question mark at my face as if i like got cut people this few months and bcus your hair all bleach why wrong is it almak!fucking lame men after standing outside cheers for 15mins he wanted to check our body got tatoo or not-then i said(Harlo!its public ok you have no right to check mauhahah!lucky they never check my tiger if not!mati-_-

after listening to the cid talk$%^&* we all go bck home.,and im here just finish watching 'City of God' its a 2002 movie base on a true story about gangster and drug dealer bebeh and become war damn violent so the drama sia-_- love,war,gang..!damn it's heaven men everyday shoot people with many kind of gun-confirm fun haha..

well im done

untill here

Happy b'lated birthday

2009-11-19T03:44:00.000-08:00

sweet right emily and ayun!heee=D

hello- first of all i need to said Happy B'lated Birthday Cammy and momok i mean diana haha may all your wish come true ok and wish carefully if you know what i mean

back

to update yesterday was kind of fun hanging out with baby but time to time we also fight im sorry b i make you cry=( i did'nt mean it to be this way i know its your birthday im so sorry yesterday ...ok where was i yar yesterday wake up at 11 bathe all then meet her 1.30pm at teck whye lrt then go to chua chu kang interchange straight take 190 take a sit inside the bus and cammy was nagging what was inside my bag and i give her the preasent she was damn happy haha dont know why. while cammy listening to music looking at the view so the emo haha i was playing psp for half and hour after reaching to orchard we go walk for awile cammy wanna go window shopping i was like huh?question mark?she teach me how to do that you just look at the thing and shoot it with your eye keting!keting!never mind if you people dont get it..after walking to orchard we go cinileisure we were kind of lost so we go call my sis and she said go to the 9th floor take the lift and finally we go play left4dead hahaha it's fun killing zombie with cammy haha thank you sayang for blanje me haha. after that we saw shakir,hadi and akiff lol they were just walking around and emily call to meet up at lucky plaza half way we were fighting because of plaza she said lucky plaza i said far east plaza and it was lucky plaza you win k cammy!sigh..after meet up with fana and emily,ayun and his friend ayun wanna go back work and fana wanna go bck home so emily sent fana at mrt and after that me,emily and cammy go disturb ayun hahahhah!so belo he stand at there like a statue-_-while we waiting for him we go walk-walk and cracking joke and go buy cammy little cake and emily blanje us satay bebeh haha thank you emily

and cammy eat the cake so cute haha..after that we go walk-walk we go walk past the starbucks and got this guy laugh like one evil guy who gonna rule the world..haha i trying not to laugh with my idiot face then suddenly cammy and emily laugh like mad-_- siow..after walking around and around we go meet ayun and straight go home everybody was tired yar i know and emily thank you very very much for your advice we are really thankfull to have a friend like you=)

untill here

lol

2009-11-15T07:50:00.000-08:00

'Happy Birthday EMILY'

hello back to update not so moodless right now

wanna update because wanna wish emily haha sup-sup-soi!!!!! 16 already ah
ooo i thought still 15 nah just jk

happy birthday emily muahahha i know i said it twice-_- ok make a wish gundu!!=D

ok maybe later..i hope your wish really come true^_^ ooooookk and i know what you gonna wish for..haha well meet you later lor!!!
untill here

im useless

2009-11-14T23:12:00.000-08:00

IM REALLY SORRY BABY

i really don't get it..

.why are we like this.

really no mood to update untill here

9motnhs=D wee!

2009-11-14T07:03:00.000-08:00

Happy 9months honey!!!!

Baby i wanna make it up to you im really gonna change this time..im sorry=(

seriousely time flow so fast.=)walow i can't imagine what would my life be without you here caring and loving about me^_^ i really don't know how to repay you back haizz,just to let you know 'I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH' im just scared you don't trust my words haha just joking-+- i miss you so much for the pass two days,and 18november is your b'day yar i know..i won't forget want..and and and please don't leave me.please please please!!haizz if you leave i go burrry my self nah just kidding..

Because of you my world is now whole,Because of you love lives in my soul.Because of you I have laughter in my eyes,Because of you I am no longer afraid of good-byes.You are my pillar my stone of strength,With me through all seasons and great times of length.My love for you is pure boundless through space and time,it grows stronger everyday with the knowledge that you'll always be mine.At the altar I will joyously say 'I do',for I have it all now and it's all because of you.

I Love You Now and Forever.

this is no sweetalk motherfucker as you know who i am refering to^_^

.untill here.

Emily here.

2009-11-14T04:03:00.000-08:00

Hey yo sup brother! ^-^ Your blogskin is done, hope you like it and hope its not too ugly for you. Hmm, i had fun with you all since i broke up with Hazmi. Thanks to you, Cammie & Ayun i can forget about Hazmi. And right now, i truly know who is my real & true friends and who are not. You know what i meant, haha.

Tomorrow is the 15th, finally. Time really flies, hope you and Cammie will last long okie. Ok la, your blog is done and means im done!

Bye! :) See you on Monday! [:

old times.

2009-11-13T22:26:00.000-08:00

hello blogger's
updating today,im so tired this week ilham make me run everyday thanks to him i lost 7kg
i need to lose 30 more kg...today going to meet emily and mr.fav-_- haha argh!im fucking tired...and weee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!9moths is tomorrow bebeh i love you cammy i love like my boo so mad i miss you like hell!!!!!haha...and i miss school=( now i know why my sister said you gonna miss you secondary school i can bet with you-_-...eventhought i hate this idiotic school but i have fun with mates many kind of fun,, many look down on us so what i don't really give a damn^^ haizz anyway hope i pass my n'level i hope so sigh...update later bebeh..untill here

bitch=)

2009-11-08T04:34:00.000-08:00

what's up!blogger-_-

can't update nowadays because my father using for his project

but for today i steal it from him muahahah...today wake up go do my things all and then after eating and bathing go change straight go to work with my sis,stand at the door take tickets all for 4hours my sis alittle bit blur sia today dont know whats wrong with her people ask for 3 tickets she give 4,luckily the guy give him back if not shortage again after work straight away go home i wanted to plan to meet emily,ayun and gulam but then they all wanted to go back home then ok lor=(

reach home sleep then cammy talk otp with me for awile i miss her like hell argh!!!fuck man!haha....im actually piss off with this two people one short,black wanna act big fuck many people can talk so much but when alone talk like skunky rat he should know who he is..you just wait boy im just waiting the right time to give you a upper cut at your face,haha=) and another one who is pretty much like a asshole you know what i mean,that girl hurts so much already and then you make it much worst,oh c'mon youre just a sweetalk mother fucker which to be an ASSHOLE and you fucking hell must know who you are!sigh what a loser..N.A.T.O no action talk only..talk so much for what..

chicken back side sial..

tommorow gonna meet zul,ayun,ham and iskandar all shopping for my b'day girl

and emily cheer up lah eh!we will always be there for you.we will make you laugh 24/7 lah ok!ok not 24/7 lah 12 hours only haha just ignore what people said. it's only a words and it's rubbish!karma confm come bck at her one i can promise you that confirm one=)

untill here

getting crazy..

2009-10-29T10:53:00.000-07:00

I miss cammy kok may zann alot

and im getting crazy right now...

fuck!=( i can't sleep for 3days argh!!!

i miss her!

here kitty-kitty

2009-10-21T09:32:00.000-07:00

Hello again bloggers..

this few day
was such a boring day,never slack for awile..
and last two days my sis saw this two kitten they are damn cute haha the owner wanted to give us the owner name is shamin she leave near my blk she was playing her two kitten untill my sister disturb-_- my sis can't look at kitten if see haiyoo the mouth..the owner can't afford to look after the kitten so my sis'light bulp' was on thin!thin!thin!my sis wanna look after it but we can't so we give to my sis boyfriendand btw 'the black and white are available who ever wanted i can give'hehe!!!just make sure you look after carefully haizz im so fucking bored argh!and cammy im sorry baby im trying to change for u belive me..there's no lies this time bebeh promise can't sleep right now gonna play my bass guitar middle of the night muahahah
untill here

2009-10-16T09:33:00.000-07:00

Hey ya peeps (:

Just finished editing Gummy's tagboard and finished up editing his blogskin also.

I hope you'll like it baby :D

Gummy's sleeping now, heeehee.

I love my baby boy veryveryvery much ! ;D

He's one sweet idiot ! Plus a hot tempered guy .

&Also one naughty fella !

But i still love him the way he is :P

I just can't find the words to explain how important he is in my life.

He never fails to make me smile, make me laugh and cheer me up when i'm down.

Awwww ! Thanks baby for everything !

Heeh. I love you ! *Kisses for you ! *

Alright, goodnight readers [:

8months bebeh!

2009-10-15T08:00:00.000-07:00

my hair is it nice?

the view chrimast tree havent built-_-

Happy 8months cammy!!!=D

woo!hoo!

im so happy 8months and still going strong.Today was alot of fun with cammy go out to vivo meet her at 1pm wait for that gundu..wah!her 5mins very good!5mins become 15mins=)

fetch her at tw lrt,chat for awile then we went to the bus stop take 188....go in the bus the driver ask her to show her i.c because he thought she was 18 haha..uncle you blind ah she is only 14 hahaha..and havent get her i.c hahah..j.k erhmm

sit inside the bus for 40mins reach habour front walk to vivo-_- wanna go watch movie actually we haven't plan wanna watch what show..so watch spaggathi what meat ball lah in 3D bebeh!!buy the ticket $20 'i treat she pay'haha aku blanje kau bayar' the show start at 4.20pm well we have nothing to do for the moment go to pc shop check out something and cammy nag at me about her laptop spoil so heartbroken i didn't even know laptop have a heart -_- haha..girl's without internet can die ehk?haizz....walk-walk go to the japan shop inside the shop all sell $2 thingy buy food over there just in case muahhaa

then 4.20 straight go to the theatre the movie was great but some how funny food come from the sky sigh...after watching the movie we slack for awile watch the view for awile upest storey then go to toys r us it was a fun place to play with toy i use the hammer toy and knock cammy head haha and cammy use stupid spongey sword whack me people look at us..what can't we be a kid's for awile.after walking cammy stomach hungry so go eat one kind of shop after that we lost for awile alamak then finnally get to get out straight away go take 963 bus and then this fucking uncle talk by himself and stare at me and cammy sigh.cbai so what you got full hand tatoo i also got sial stupid fucking pepek..sent cammy to the bus stop and i straight away go home smoke-eat-and now updating blog well im tired nite-nite blogger's!

heart flew..

2009-10-10T23:44:00.000-07:00

9th oct 09

graduation day=(

hello..

blogger sorry never update,just finish n'level woo!hoo!!

now im a freemen!ok almost...im gonna miss my mate's in school especially my sayang cammy!argh!!fuck lah dey!im gonna be crazy without her,but i know she be ok=)

whereever it is i won't change, promise..i love you!

10th 10 09-boring and lazy day for gummy

it's saturday and not going anywhere..gonna work soon..9am go teck whye market to buy things.and straight away go home..

and garfiel call ask me to go marina and then i was too lazy too go..sorry aidil.muahahaha...i miss cammy haizz..it's really a boring day for me 12.40pm pozy and is slack at my house stupid people fighting about a massager controller..idiot-_-

talk on the phone with cammy all the way..

then at 1am flu attack me bang!bang!bang! aaaahhhh!!!!

2.30am high fever attack! haizzz sleep at 3am and ajeb poo-poo!argh!fuck you you stupid cat .

11th-today

offically fighting with cammy haizz im sorry honey i let you down again ...please forgive me..today was a sickest day ever go medical check up and take medicine...the doctor give alot of tablet,and he ask me to stop smoking-_- yar-yar right ear-the words go in-left ears-the words go out...so now im done updati ng im just scared cammy would think too much haizz..i love her more then anybody!=( gtg babye..gonna plurk now

2009-09-22T08:15:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari raya semua=D

posting today..because forget to post last 2days

today never go to school 3rd day of raya never go anywhere

sit at home all the way till now..long time never slack well after n'level really dont know what to do.maybe work?slack?or i sit at home again nah im still gonna work out and 'cammy i will proof to you i will be thin'i will try 100% muahahaha...u see...=)

and'and'and i miss cammy.argh!!!4days babe!never see her..

never mind used to it...last 2days it's a normal day eventhought it's hari raya weird the feeling it's like not the same for me..and it flow so fast..im so scared never know tommorow our age bcome 80 lol!!dah wak-wak siol..and mintakmaaf kat saper-saper yang aku buat salah..mintak maaf lah kalau aku tersepak muker saper-saper ke.maki mak bapak saper-saper ke...maafkan aku ok!kalau tak mintakmaaf tu kau nye pasal argh!ahahah..forgive and forget..

and old friends please-please come to my house especially

well im tired untill here..

can't sleep

2009-09-18T10:25:00.000-07:00

Hello blogger

i really can't sleep. Thinking of that muchy cammy and i damn boring right now i think she sleep already oh well.yesterday never go to school,luckily never go

because classmate only 9 people come.-_- what the hell puas hati satu class tak yah datang..so wake up at 8am go call white and black iskandar last minute cancel go swimming.haizz 12pm go out the house meet bob all slack crack jokes

we playing card suddenly girls come..'minah jambu'nadra lah sey fee weet!!!haha puey ah...2pm go to my sis boyfriend argh my leg kene glasser blood come alot the cut so deep dhe ask me to go doctor no need bebeh!!just need plaster bebeh!thanks for the plaster syg!haha. help her boyfriend clean the house become house cleaner for one day then he let me play left4 dead argh!fuck witch advance mode so hard..then'then'then cammy come help vacum the house muahahaha play the vacum suck cammy skirt and she go slap my head 'never mind use to it ah cammy'haha....after finish cleaning the house sent cammy near her block..straight go back my sister boyfriend house watch stars war damn i feel so geeky watching it...haizz so hungry argh that time wait untill 7.16 pizza come my sis treat us thank you kakak muahaha eat like one monster and'and'and next two day is hari raya woo hoo!!!!!!$$$$$money face $_$ mph---- please come to my house gonna invite everyone...my sis always said to me just forgive and forget..but will they forget?sigh..i miss them alot even him sigh at school act like never see me never mind used to it..after buker go watch jangan pandang blakang conkak..the storey so funny......11.30pm straight away go back home chat with cammy honey im really sorry bout just now..im so grumpy that time don't know why im so sorry=(..

argh!!!i miss her like hell!!!

well wait for 2days more.to meet her=)

wanna sleep feeling sleeping right now

untill here bebeh!!!

lOve u all bebeh!!!

Fuck spammer bebeh!!

bye bebeh!!

LOVE

2009-09-14T07:52:00.000-07:00

Happy advance annivarserry Boo!=)

7month..

im really glad i did'nt fight with you this few weeks

please forgive me if i make you angry or find trouble with you this month..

im really sorry sayang..no one care more about me like you do...

every single thing you do for me i really appreciate it alot..

every moments we been through .it will always be in my mind..

every time you kiss me,hug me,smack me,bite me,and love me...it will always be in my memories

=D...

boo.. you no need to give me anything all i need is you in my life ..

thanks for being there for me when i really needed you the most...

I LOVE YOU AND NO ONE COULD CHANGE THAT

i love you so much...

untill here hak!!!

stress.again

2009-09-08T07:44:00.000-07:00

hello blogger's

updating here..right now just thinking about n'level

today wake up at 8am go sing in the shower..

meet hanip go to school take mother tounge listening comprehension n level exam

so confusing..tak paham sia melayu!!argh!geram sial...after that meet cammy at pending lrt straight go to my house so irritating when my father at home...student's holidays teachers also holiday argh!!..slack at my house for 2hours then go slack under the block with cammy sit down look at her for how many minutes make me think abotu the future..'can miss her for half a day also sia lol;p puase yok=yok .then go back to my house.sleep then cammy wanna go back home and untill now doing nothing but eat,chat and now on the phone with boo ..

untill here

2009-09-02T02:35:00.000-07:00

Yesterday and Today was one of the hardest thing i need to face..

my bestfriend pass away .Siti Suliana Binte Mohamad Said..i really can't face the truth yesterday

she just pass away just like that...i feel so usless...her mom told me that she really upset with me because i never talk to her for one year because we fight..Well im also sad with her..but yesterday her mom told me to meet her for the last time.And i feel something sad gonna happend..me and cammy take cab go NUH hostpital

when i meet her for the last time..cammy was beside me always thank you sayang you always there for me..i cry untill i can't cry...the whole day i can't sleep..i still can remember me and siti always sit together in class chit chat here and there gossip about people-_- throw paper ball at people head.we always hang-out last 2years as a bestfriend....

thanks iskandar and all for cheering me up..like ayie said 'when you have to let it go you must let it go' haizz....Just face it gummy she is gone..

REST IN PEACE 'SITI SULIANA BINTE MOHAMAD SAID'

we will always prey for you..

cammy please dont leave me i don't even want to lose you..

untill here

never gonna let you go..

2009-08-29T20:20:00.000-07:00

You packed your last two bags

a taxi round the bend

you used to laugh out loud.

but you can't remember when.

You lost your lies

It's like you moving out of time

And the whole world

crumbles right beneath you
So i might make a few mistakes

but that was back when you would smile.

and we would go everywhere

but we ain't been there for awile

and this i know

there's a place that we can go

a place where i can finally let you know.

Cause im the one that who love you lately.

you and me we got this great thing.

We're the only one that around

We're the only one that around this babylon

feelings

2009-08-29T09:30:00.000-07:00

hello..offically not in the mood right now..

but happy because my blog tools suddenly ok..

haizz.sometimes i really dont get it with myself..

when i wanna change for the better confirm something bad happend to me..

like yesterday early in the morning at school all of a sudden got this one guy push and punch me from behind..

and i was blur..and that moment i dont know who push me..then this guy stare and show his fuck face..recess time find him..and i talk to him 'you not happy with me=) come let's settle now..and he said i dont want i today need to go back hostel lah..i wanna whack him but then he was eating you lucky sia boy!lucky i got my own way to settle it'NOT LIKE THAT LOSER GOT PROBLEM CALL THE BROTHER what a loser' sia chi bai!mak kau nye sundal..haizz im ok now!haha..monday gonna whack him confirm the face colourful ..and today just finsh working woo hoo get $50 straight dont know what to buy..

haizz cammy-cammy all this time you got a private blog you never tell me and when i wanna read you said cannot..you scared that we fight..haizz i never hide anything from you before i really don't know what to do..i make you cry always.and u still can said it's normal?...haizz..i wanna change for you and you said im diffrent..you wanna do anything i give you.what more you want sayang!i really give my love to you %100,000000000000000....

im really sorry all this time i made you cry sayang i don't how to repay you.=(

i realy dont how to repay you honey.. haizz.

feel like punching myelf-_-

untill here

2009-08-21T21:40:00.000-07:00

I'm so sorry sayang about yesterday.

I'm just too selfish, never sparing a thought for your feelings.

I'm sorry, really really sorry.

But whatever it is, i'm really true for you.

My life will not be complete without you.

You're the best i ever had.

Please don't leave ...

* Aku mencintaimu dengan sepenuh hatiku dan tak akan melepaskan mu. *

With love,

Cammy.

blogging

2009-08-21T08:47:00.000-07:00

updating

not in the mood right now..
tommorow muslim gonna start fassting.
im gonna fasst erhmmm...nothing much today just slack at my home..
wake up at 11..bathe,eat,sleep.......go punch my puching bag damn hard..argh
watch tv.....................
haizzz untill here lah argh!!!

just slow it.

2009-08-16T08:48:00.000-07:00

The thriller haha..

Today wake up late -_-

1pm...azri call 'nak jam nari' ku anything..

meet them at 4pm go jamming studio..

play avenge sevenfold

jam for 2 hours paid for only $16=D

puas hati r..after that seat with azri and syafiq at cofffee shop

take a snack and smoke then straight away go home..

waiting to watch kalang roar ...

but then go alittle problem..

sayang just relax...ignore them they are just so the $%^&*() just tolerate..

i know my advice is usless..im sorry ok

i just wanna help you....cammy i love you so much i really do....

untill here

6months baby

2009-08-14T09:36:00.000-07:00

Happy anniversary sayang 6months and still going strong

im so sorry i've been so problematic this few weeks..im just so scared to lose you.

baby please forgive me all this time i made you cry,sad and angry..

im really sorry..i hope we can last very-very longer-_- haha..

no one can replace you not even my mom-_-geehee..

i hope things will get better...but whatever it is i still love you from the bad times and the good times i won't forget each and every memorries ..

still remember when my hair still botak you always like to rub it like a buddha haha.

i still remember you always help me how to do some maths=D

i know it's emberassing a sec2 can teach sec4 guy ..

but im really glad to had her..

and for that i wanna said a million thank you honey bunny=D

untill here

CAMMY KOK MAY ZANN I LOVE YOU MANY-MANY!
SHE IS MY RAINBOW THAT'S FOR SURE..

SELFISHNESS!

2009-08-12T06:13:00.000-07:00

cammy i reallly can't stand it...
and i read your blog and what the hack...
im not in your heart anymore.
i just want you to remember who wipe your tears when you cry..
who always make you happy...who cheer you up when you angry.
and what i get in return?.earlier just now your boyfriend finding you one kind of idiot
finding you around the school and when i saw you..you tell me to go away...how do you feel when i do that to you?..
im so fucking angry,dissapointed,sad,stress!!!!!!!!!!argh
punchng the wall is not enough argh!
i lose my old friend...i miss them fucking much..i miss mph!they always there for me when i need them i rally wanna get back with them but how?..haizz fuck
things are getting worst ..and this saturday is me and cammy anniversarry 6months..

i really can't said anything im speachless..

UNTILL FUCKING HERE

.

2009-08-11T01:03:00.000-07:00

sometimes you make me wonder

trust

2009-08-01T01:21:00.000-07:00

Hello blogger..
long time never update my fucking account no tools-_-
argh!tooday never go to school..
no mood...at the morning go to my auntie house pass her money then go to my fried house do something..and then at night meet cammy--caammy her dog is daamn cute sherry!!after that cammy bring back her dog.and then we go unde blog study for awile-skejab je-erhmm cammy can teach me maths?yar can..
haha she can teach me sey hee.thanks syg..anyway we got in to a quarrel haizz..dont wanna to talk about it...
my world is in upside down right now =(
that's all i could sey

untill her..

stay home

2009-07-18T08:45:00.000-07:00

see the picture there that's ajeb.

stupid banglah cat..

she like to bite me and cammy and ppl she think im so the gummy=_=

haha.

Hello blogger.

today was boring yup per normal..

sorry is and pozy i didn't come for the gig it's not buey im broke for this time.

work with my mom and my sis is so easy my sis sell buisness ticket while

i look after the door like a bodyguard.

haha.

3hours $50.=)

but too bad its not everyday if not haha..

everyday blanje sia.

haizz.

today sit at home eat-play with ajeb

my cousin come all like cbai accept for iwan

all makcik2 the mouth like chicken butt

so what if i have a cat..

if you don't like it then get out this house cbai.haha..

and-and-and i miss cammy eventhough is one fucking day haizz.

i can be mad without her..

hahha..

waiting for her to online=(

untill here..

2009-07-15T19:24:00.000-07:00

Time really do flies, it has been 5 Months since we've been together.

I love you, i really do.

&I hope we can last longer syg(:
Although this relationship is full of ups and down, hopefully we'll get through all these.

Despite those little conflicts we always get into, i still love you. Truly, Madly, Deeply [:

I love you, Noor Amirul ;D

2009-07-14T08:55:00.000-07:00

Fairness

2009-07-10T06:49:00.000-07:00

Harlo Harlo (:
It's Cammy here, and Gummy on my blog.
LOL, we exchanged blogs -_-"
Soso, I'm loving school, and i'll always do.
I just simply love my mates, they never fail to make me laugh and entertain me in class. Awwww.
Alright, moving on.
Had a major fight with Gummy last 2 days, but yeah. We're fine now ;D
He's my one&only okay.
Love him soooooooo much.
.

.
This morning, went down to pending to meet the normal peeps.
Fucking Om was there and he rolled his eyes at me. So i rolled mine too.
Walked to school, went back to class and folded cranes.
PE, ran 3 rounds then played captain's ball. Girls VS Guys (:
Good game ! [: Although, it was abit rough.
Went back to class for Science.
I was so tired&hungry, and my eyes could hardly open. Haha.
&Then, Recess! Ate with normal peeps.
After which, went back to class for chinese.

I brought my chinese books alright, once in a blue moon (:

Listened to CCY teach, blahblahblah.

Last period was Literature.

Did some group work and went thru the answers.

After school, went to Gummy's house.

Bathed Ajeb ( his cat ) , and she smells great after the bathe.

Syafiq&Safiah came, they all jam so loud -_-"

After that, went home and sleep [:
.

I love you Gummy!

update-lah sey

2009-07-03T08:57:00.000-07:00

yesterday go to school like always do=_=.

meet cammy at pending lrt and .go takebus184 with shark-amani

then reach to one of the bus stop dont know where ahahahthen take shelter

bus go to school

...

meet faiz,is all study...fooling around per normal..

and fuck my hair beautiful hair!!!!! ahaha kena cut with the barber at school

stupid HO..

know how to disturb people only!ahaha.

after school go meet cammy again

then straight away waited 2hours for syafiq,hanip,sakai

And then jamming at my house..

for 2hours untill my father wake up.ampifire too loud.

while we were jamming

cammy and sasha playing with ajeb my kitten..

half the way i fight with cammy..

really-really sorry sayang did'nt mean to make u cry..

then settle already we meet again ahaha.

go LJS with cammy,alton and yana eat at there then learn from cammy maths

ahahaa.

after that slack then go back.

and now upating

AND waiting for cammy to sleep!!!!!

hahaha

ILY.

untill here

exercise =_-

2009-06-24T08:10:00.000-07:00

Hello blogger's

today wake up 5.30am..

watch mtv early in the morning.

ahaha.

play basketball with cammy.

7.30am untill 10am

i played untill tired=_=

while cammy playing with the cat.

twl cat lah eh ahah.

her name honda i also don't know why

bcus alot ppl call the cat honda...

well after slack at my house

...

she massage for me.ahahah.

thank you sayang.muahaha.watch tv then sleep untill 12.40pm wanna go back home.I sent her to tw.lrt kiss many-many at her face hee.
then i go back home sleep again=_+untill 5pm is come to my house and we go meet fatin smoke 3stck rolling eh.hur-hur then go back home.

chatting now with cammy=)

and updating....

untill here

beach party

2009-06-21T07:54:00.000-07:00

airie and aip they are joker's ahahah.

inside that police van got 10 policemen im seriouse=_=

they came 9.30pm =)

Yesterday punye yesterday we go sentosa meet is ,chip all at cck interchange

we reach sentosa at 6pm i think...mat-mat bnyk siol ahaha.

stare here stare there.

see-what-see mepek!lol.

go there slack..

while is,pozy,mizi all at mosh pit.

hahaha.

then suddenly the singer scold one guy..

yar that guy deserve it.

10.30pm sent chip near the road st sentosa.

sorry can't teman they all just cant makeup their mind.

11.30pm me waiting for they all to plan to ton or go bck home then they

talk so long.argh fuck arg.. me and is just walk away..

we reach harbont front saw 3guys running with knife=_=

zzzzzzz.

MTL.

merepek tak layan!

and after looking at free show we wanna walk to harbour front mrt station the mrt close...

haizz cant things get worst

is,me aip,sairie,sol,aisyah,and fatin torn at harbour front .

they all so fucking jokers.. couple was siting down looking at the view and then sairie shout 'HARLO DON'T KNOW HOW TO GO BACK EH!'

he uh potong steam only know.

7pm take bus then go to sleep.

cammy i miss you so badly.

haizz untill here.

Lol!

2009-06-18T09:23:00.000-07:00

Today wake up at 2pm per normal bathe all...talk otp with

with cammy wanna meet at where.So we meet at pending lrt and go to my sis boyfriend house to take my psp then go bankit wanna sell my psp nbei!the highest

price i got was $130 then ssuddenly the uncel change his mind.Fuck you lah!ahahah...after that we go pending lrt to meet TIMON AND PUMBA ahaha and hairul..

slack under ham block stupid sio hairul and Iskandar so childish use the pole and fight like two retarded guy ahaha.After that we slack hairul 's block .Wait for that hairul so long untill timon and pumba sleep on the floor ahahah see the picture ahahah unknown guy ahaha!after that-that-that me and cammy go bpp eat LJS and buy a lil picture for her and me just for memory.zzz and then we go sit at garden plaza waited for that idiot timon hahaah then sent cammy to petir lrt.and well for me sleep at home and now Just finish updatingx)

untill here

4month=D

2009-06-15T08:20:00.000-07:00

Hello people=D..

today did'nt sleep i don't know why.

meet up cammy at 1.35pm

happy annivesarry 4month=) syg..

sorry if i missunderstand you all this time..

i trust you

sorry honey.

your so preiouse to me..

don't leave me..

we go out play arcade cheescake lose with her motorcross game ahaha

watch drag me to hell..

haha full of suspend..

well cammy was scared so she hug me like what.hee.

said only want to watch haha jk..

it's not scary accept for this grandma the character

one eye legget freak!!!

curse you!

hee..

well i had full joy hangging out with cammy...

after that slack at my home zzzzz.

slack untill 9.35pm then i sent her to tw lrt.

=_=

cammy ku..ilysm!

untill here

slacking per normal

2009-06-13T08:47:00.000-07:00

Harlo!

Today wake up at 2.30pm

bathe per normal after that

slack with fatin for awile...

then go meet pozy and Is belo.

ahaha fun slacking with them..

never fail to make me laugh..

we go pending by rokok.

but kan na sai!the uncle never open the door.

so we go slack at senja.zzzz disturb one auntie vietnam muahaha she jogging then pozy jump infront of her hahaha!then she shout as if someone want to rape her ahaha! 8.40pm reach home

then talk to amani and confrence with norudin and shark...

and i wonder why cammy never mxg me for the whole day..

and suddenly she join confrence woo!hoo!hahaha!

talk-talk.

and im still talking with her right now otp.XD

untill here

I LOVE YOU GUNDU=)

CAMMY=_=

yesterday!=)

2009-06-09T05:15:00.001-07:00

Sayang thanks for the preasent so sweet of you=)

I Love you!I Love you!I Love you!haha.
Amani,shark,diana,Cammyku Thanks for the cake.
it taste so creamy haha!

BBQ pit!!!!

haha. in the first place it didn't start so well=(

but it's ok in the end.me and is aka BEL!enjoy wee!

Fatin and Aisyah!

thanks for coming

my two long lost friend since K2=)

Yesterday i enjoy it eventhought it did'nt start so well

in the morning go to peny shopping with is..

after that went back home change our clothes

and get ready for the bbq pit...

waited for cammy and the gang,syafiq and the gang,pozy and the gang

hahaah..

they did'nt talk so much because they just make new friend..

well after that eat-eat-eat haha.

sing a birthday song for me and is-mcm tk ikhlas nyanyinmpk!=_= zzz haha

after that cammy,syafiq all go back..

left me and is all let's get drunk!!!haha joking.

they drink.i dont.

11,40 reach home then sleep per normal zzzzzzzzzzzzz

untill here.

Thx for coming people.=)

appreciate it alot!lol,

weee!=)

2009-06-06T03:58:00.000-07:00

Hello Blogger's haha.

Today is saturday.

damn im so boring=_=zz

today just chat,talk otp play Xbox=)

haha im so happy!my grandfather just give me$300!wee!

Thx atok+)

maybe i gonna buy a new bass guitar.

o!o!o!i can't wait for my birthday this monday hee..

going 16 bebeh!woo!hoo!haha giler

i just put a picture at down here the last 5day what i've been doing

Iskandar!klantan babe!standing at the raleling** like a idiot hahaha

Say Hi!rachel and diana candid bebeh!
slacking under the block with cammy,diana
and rachel

after that me and cammy get into alittle fight then rachel and diana go bpp first.
then suddenly we ok haha.
go slack at my house..and then 5.40pm
sent her to tw lrt.
and then me go to sleep zzzzzzzzzzzz
untill here

...................

2009-05-31T01:09:00.000-07:00

Up your's bebeh was a fun day that night skanky haha IS skank macam hahaha!

never mind i hope chipmunk and shark have fun that day.=)

Lover's

Cammy-cammy updating here..4days never update..im so bored...

this past fewdays was ok...nothing new.

play takraw,slack talk-talk with cammy.

haizz

i can't sleep yesterdAy sleep at 3am

missing her.but somehow.

I love you

Untill here

who ever read this sent message at my tagboard

'what would you do in a relationship when you and your girlfriend/boyfriend

were having a big fight and in the same time he/she contact with other

guy's/girl's..??

a)leave he/her and go on with the guys/girl contacting with.

b)being single and back to your old life

c)Said Sorry--Keep Holding On and carry on with your relationship

Today and Yesterday

2009-05-27T08:23:00.001-07:00

Cammy hold still i wanna take picture lah!i don't want!hmmp!

sayang im so glad we are back to normal..

in relationship there's always a missunderstand.

and sorry for making you angry=(.

I Love You So Much!

i really-really hope we would last long.

your'e my honey bunny cutie pie!hahahah!!!

Today:

go to school and went to heritage tour about singapore history

boring man.lukily faiz(selanggor!) got.if not confm i boring..

that troublemaker haha..

explore-explore ok-ok ler haizzz.

=_=zzzz

White iskandar talk to brown iskandar =c'mon iss(brown this is your future job go pick up rubbish now...hahaha!

Mr.Raj treat the whole class a ice-cream
Yummy Bebeh!haha.
Thank you mr.raj!=)

Yesterday:go to school as school as normal get to know must go for CIP haiyoo.
pick up rubbish again..
haha but once again we wnt just to slack.
because it's too clean even mr raj say it
taken picture all up there=_=
untill here

.

2009-05-25T06:23:00.000-07:00

Why you do this to me

..

2009-05-23T07:16:00.000-07:00

Hello-hello--

updating here

Yesterday=

i just pass my english and cpa exam.

yes r..!haha.but maths fail=_=zzzzzzzz..

yesterday go to school check result..after school waited for cammy then went

to my home slack haha....doreamon+D

lol.

and slack-slack untill 5

sent her to tw lrt..

after that talk-talk otp then sleep ZZZZzzzzzz

Today=
wake up at 2pm

bathe,eat as usual slack.eventhought is saturday..

aiyoo.cammy why you never call or message me baby.=(

waited here..=(

untill here then..

2009-05-23T02:38:00.000-07:00

Ah, hello (:

I just finish updating the links for this big fat goldfish.

If there's anyone who wants to be link, just leave your link ya (:
This goldfish will never link you up, as he's still blur and can't figure out how to. Hahahahahaha.

But never mind, i'll help him to :D

He always claims that he'll update later.

However, his later will never come. HAHA.

I haven't contact him for the whole of today.

Wait, we haven't contact each other instead -_-"

It's sooooo damn irritating to be living without prepaid, argh.

I wonder where's this goldfish, and i'm wondering what is he doing.

Hope he doesn't gets into any trouble.

&I'm missing him so much )':

Even if it's just for a day, it's just so boring without him.

I can't imagine how am i going to survive without him.

Don't leave me alright, dearest?

I love you soooooo much syg. *Hugs&Kisses*

KL .

2009-05-18T18:00:00.001-07:00

K.L bebeh

been there for three days

last friday talking on the phone with cammy.then suddenly my father

call me and said you going kl with me.haiyoo!

and then go there take bus..

reach pearl international hotel 4am in the morning so tired sleep then wake

up 7.30 go eat-eat..

then my parents go out for buisness at 3pm she left me 100rm

go shopping alone.

go arcade haha.

and then i found this thing

i buy it for her hope she love it..

and then go back to hotel sleep like a pig haha

at 11pm my parents reach the hotel room

then can't sleep untill 4am.haizzz

then all of sudden miss her so bad.

never get to hear her cute voice.

then wake 7.50am

go eat-eat

after that follow their buisness talk-talk haiyoo!!

headcahe man.

my father said when you reach 18 you must do this all

a 2nd job ..after that go eat sushi!!wachaaa!!haha.

then go explore kLCC.

wah!wah!wah!the things at expensive men.

walk-walk take picture.

then go back hotel pack things

take bus reach singapore 4 to 5hour.

woo!!!hoo!!then reach get to hear cammy voice!=D

wee!

haha.

then go back home.

sleep!ZZZZzzzz =_=*

O_O i love u lah idiot!

untill here

bang!

2009-05-14T08:14:00.000-07:00

Today wake at 1.35 pm

no exam for today woo hoo!haha.

go buy things for art exam for tommorow

and then meet syafiq.hamburger,afif lembot and harith play

football then get to know last 3days syafiq break off her girlfriend i know the reason

why.and last long syafiq you know who haha..and tomorrow is me and cammy

anniversary 3months thanks sayang for cheering me up when im down,thanks for trusting me,thanks for every kiss,hug,and care!i love you so much

i can't afford to lose you ler.

and passer-by at cammie blog you can just fuck-off.if you really dare meet me=) and see what happend later.

you said you know me better then cammy..haha

such a loser nothing to do per..

potong kaw baru tau haha.macam paham hur-hur

tak ler limit-limit kaw kene sepak ngan aku hur-hur

ZzzzzzZ=_+

cammy i hope we last long...

and sorry i can't give you a gift tommorow..

alittle of rush sorry honey.

untill here i love you!

glow

2009-05-12T07:16:00.000-07:00

Today

was per normal

go to school,get nag by a teacher-stupid bias

i don't wanna make problem nomore.

look down on us

well hack care

anyway tomorrow english and maths exam..

i really hope i pass ..

haizzz.

cammy-cammy i hope we won't get ourself

on a BigFight nomore im sick and tired and i know you are too..i can't afford to lose.

i love you so much honey

untill here

saturday.bebeh..

2009-05-09T08:22:00.000-07:00

Gummy here..

today wake up at 11.45am..

got a message from cammy at 8 something

hmm then go bathe,eat smoke

go siap-siap then go to cuzin house.

cousin gathering=_=

it's ok ler to get see some of fravorite cousin and enemy grrr!

celebrate advance mother's day

and go with grandma all .

cammy i miss you lah baby ku!haha

boring ler never get to see your cute face for one day haha

....

hmm so boring without u.

i treasure u alot=)

ily.

untill here

2009-05-02T10:15:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHA, hello! (:
It's Cammy here oi, heh.
Just finished doing this big fat goldfish's blog.
Hope he likes it now :D
Ayeeee, this goldfish is damn lazy lah.
Told him to blog today and he said, "later later"
Yeahyeah, knew it that his later wouldn't come. Zzzz.
Never mind, hahahaha.
I miss my goldfish soooooo damn fucking much ):
1 more fucking day to go ! Haiz.
Exams are around the corner, better study k syg? (:
Alright, that's all for today.
I love you dear [:

stucking with you=)

2009-05-01T08:03:00.001-07:00

Hello im back bebeh haha.

this few weeks im so tired finally i finish my first project art

hope the examiner like it.2more project to go.

exam is around the corner haizz.

i did'nt study my maths arh!!

stupid of me.

CPA the teacher like cbai.

eng die-die must pass.haha.

and this few days me and cammy have been fighting and then

ok and then fight then ok.

aiyoyo.

but somehow i still love her like mad

'gador-gador sayang'hur-hur.

im so-so-so-so-so-so-so sorry honey

if i make you angry,sad and worry

sayang

seriousely i did'nt mean to do that thing to you

sometime it happend all of sudden

i think?

hee.

well the point is i won't do it again i really try to keep my promise this time

u know u always be mine 'big fat goldfish' haha

haha.i love u lah giler!!hee=)

untill here

swimming bebeh!

2009-04-26T04:44:00.001-07:00

Today wake up at 10am

sufi,harith,afif,ham all call me..

like alarm sia.

after they call.

i go to bathe..

eat nutella=D

and then after that go to cck interchange

go meet

they all.then go swimming

i thought alittle bit people come

but then aidil,hairul and is suddenly come.

it was fun

we all do stupid things

three mat stare at me then i walk pass them

scared of my tiger right greow!!!hhaha.=_=

hairul shout loud bapok 'ah!!!!i don't want to go swimming'

then i said'what for u come bodoh!

haha.

me and aidil challenge who can dive faster and i win haha!

after that we all go change and bathe..go slack for awile.

smoke then go back home sleep=_= Zzzzzz.

I MISS KISSING YOU.

untill here=)

im so boring

2009-04-25T06:14:00.000-07:00

Im Back.

haizz.today is saturday

always go to esplanade hanging out with rudies

but this few month i don't alittle busy with my art and maths.

i suppose to meet cammy today.

but

idk ler.

Cammy im so bored without u by my side.

haizzz.

morning sleeping

afternoon,hanging out at syafiq house playng guitar

and slacking duhh.

after that

evening chatting,on music loudly bebeh!and play game.

hmm i wonder what she's doing?

gtg

untill here..

normal day

2009-03-23T08:01:00.001-07:00

first month anivesarry=)

at vivo that was last 2weeks.i think so

i really hope we can last long

and syg i hope u like my preasent

i swear i won't leave u as i promise=D

i won't lie to u not even once.

i won't do any stupid things nomore.

and

i won't-won't even once play behind your back

this is not sweet talk=)

today just started school

jux come bck from 1week holiday

nvr get to meet cammy for 7 days.

finally meet her today at school.

in the morning reading per normal

and then p.e.boring people want to play soccer.

the teacher tell us to play volleyball like gay yaw.

and then art.i finish painting need to do 2 photography to get mark

study=study=study gummy haizz

and then bulldog class mt

after that recess my fravorite period muahahaa

after that what eh forget after school go cip ...........-after that-after that-after that =_=

become dusbin man for one day throw rubbish after that meet cammy walk2 wif mustakim gay partner haha!,syafiqah(baby face)and diana

at pasar malam after half way sent her home kiss pe normal wanted kiss her at lips.she think i playing fool around haiyoooo!!

then sleeep.ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz=_=

untill here.

can't said it..tired

2009-02-26T08:17:00.000-08:00

please talk infront if you dare.=)
tired of this sickening game.
i swear u woulden't like when im angry fucker.=D

=_=

2009-02-20T21:49:00.000-08:00

miss my hair!r!!!haha.

upate again! today nothing to do just playing takraw at nite. and yesterday go

esplanade orchresrta i don't even know how to pernounce it ...

sit inside the theartre they play the instrument damn nice the first one and then 2nd music they play .make me go to sleep .then the3rd one haiyoooo!make me

suspend so loud.cheese cake betol...haizz.before go to esplanade with the teachers and friend.

go meet up with cammy talk-talk and then go...miss her kiss=)

so boring never get to see her eventhough it's only 2days today n tommorow haizz

and then today she never reply my mxg.

i think later she would mxg me..

hope so..

untill her..

limit

2009-02-11T05:16:00.000-08:00

take this pic at batam but the view very nice n quiet

Nothing new.jux cut my hair botak!

haiyoo cut botak already become blur hmmm...

and last two day i fight with my whole classmate

irritating sia.their joke no limit.botak=10000000000000

for 1hour then i angry i kick the table chair all..

and then i shout to my whole classmate 'come say botak infront of me i swear i punch each of you one by one'!!

then everybody quiet after that mr.raj talk to the class and no body disturb me nomore.

accept cammie and kyky all!but at least they have limit=)

cammy ohh cammy aiyoo!

and just now ncc ok-ok ler boring sikit..

when will i get my fucking rank rrrr!=_=

haizz

untill here

nothing.

2009-02-04T06:27:00.000-08:00

boring siak today

sleepy,at school ashirin go take my pic..

after school ncc.my ncc friend all said welcome back amirul.

haha.long time sia nvr come.

and then go back home sleep and then chat wif cammie long-long time=Dgahahaa!

and sleep again.

haizzzz

Bye!!!

a dirty carnival(2006)

2009-01-27T06:30:00.000-08:00

a dirty carnival the story was damn great.for me ler..mafia,family,love brother's betray brothersduhh..gentlement guy-he willing to quit the gang just for her.but too bad he die in the next2 scene-because of one the gang member hate n betray him and poo!!!!!!he die.haizz

Riot time!=D

talking to the boss

the story was so violent they kill people for a reason duhh..buisness,money-violent dok! haha!

Love the story was so sad

this people kill this people-the people kill this people so confuse!

aiyoo!!

damn good -if you can understand-

i can!!bcuz of they have english subtitle.lame-_-

it's just a movie.right..

untill here!

back to the past

2009-01-26T05:34:00.000-08:00

fazli hahah!masih sluar pendek..
the bestiest last time.

muke satu belo kan haha!!!tzakir botak-me gong2-aidil duhh..1/6

tengok muke aidil wakakaka!!

haha!!i still remember when i was in sec 1 not chubby like now.duhhh...

muke innocent je...that time alot of fight,crazy time=)

orang dier pon giler.

alot of memorries.

untill here

hmm..

2009-01-25T10:43:00.000-08:00

duh...........................................
today jamming like fuck siak one of my band cockup grrr...
after that hanging out wif shafiq and ilham making new lyric..
then i just find out my friend cheeky monster go in rtc-jail...haizz aru nak celebrate dier nye b'day=(..
ohh well....
and her seriousely i can't said anything..im not forcing you duhhh..
not gonna said anything abt her.jux smile when see her.
untill here.

girl you take my breath away

2009-01-24T07:41:00.000-08:00

I want you, to want meGirl I need to know that, I can be your one and onlyI need you, to need me

girl you take my breath...

if you tell me to wait for you i swear i will wait for you my whole life.

=)

2009-01-22T04:07:00.000-08:00

Just smile when you see her.
my mindset are going to lost again.

her b'day=D

2009-01-21T04:24:00.000-08:00

Gosh i don't know what to give to her!!!-itik-

aiyooo,,,,,korean musin hhmmmm?bear hmmmm..?barbie doll?haha!!!!a kiss duhhh? choclate i give to fifa...

and idk how to said to her.scared she not ready..

arrrrh!my head are gonna explode bomb!!!haha..ok lame-_-.

she is not ready i think so?

anyway i still love her if she wont' accept me duhhh...................................

k untill here..

boring.

2009-01-18T02:35:00.000-08:00

i love one girl at school don't know how to said..she's cute..one day she will know.

im so boring today.

wake at 8am bath and then eat then sleep again.hee

then wake up at 1.35pm going swimming.bfore that i was otw to see my friend.

then suddenly i saw bpl and i saw itik=D

too bad i cant talk to them for so long.

then walk3 then sit at blk 205..

my cbai friend semua buey.then go to lot 1 alone to buy sketch book.go back draw-draw-draw then sleep...

boring kan...alamak!!

i got mxg this girl for three times bukan nak reply.

haizz.

got to go.

untill here

Back to school

2009-01-14T23:51:00.001-08:00

back to school gummy
haizz boring!!!eventhought i get to seee my friend ...
N'level gonna start hmmm so fast.it's like yesterday i was in sec 1..anway
i get to see that ellah face everyday it's so fucking irritating i can't stop looking at her
don't know why..........

smoke-

8stick per day people said smoking is bad.so??

haha.fck care..

when i angry ethier i throw things.shout or smoke

but i always rather take smoking relaxing at my house chatting wif my friend at com

.haizz things change ...my friend said to me when im always down he said Bro!!! 'last year is history-this year is a mystery'get it gummy ...

hmm damn still thinking abt her.

just break up wif her that night..

she said she want to be single.

i know that's not the only problem.ellah don't like me messaging other girl haizz susah r. that stupid nadra like me.

damn i hate her so much.she ruin our relationship if i were a girl.

confm dah mati siak dier r!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=D

haha.oh well guess ellah not the one i've been looking for all along.hmmm

2009-01-04T06:23:00.000-08:00

The countdown haha! damn it was fun..getting drunk..but in the same time im stress

and she act like nothing hadppend so im WTF..'u're the one who bring me here'

'yar but i don't know u would get drunk like this' yar whatever you don't give a damn right?

anyway who am i to u.friends?pfftt.....

Forgive

Forget

Fuck you!!

cheeky and tuak my junkies haha..

got problem go to them.

Funny,irritating---the main word they always said is HI!!fuck face!

and who seperate?ohh yar.FUCK YOU!!!!!!

Don't give a damn.

Drink?Drugs?Riot?

.friends are forever?

2008-12-15T07:48:00.000-08:00

i like tis pic

are friends are forever?

haizz.i really don't know..

im really scared that aisyah and fatin will be like mimi and peter my old good friend

but now we seperate hmmp..but i know fatin,aisyah and me won't seperate.

i just need to put more effort not to lose my predator and adik daus..

untill here.

Update!!!!update!update!!!!!!!!!grrr!!heee!=)

2008-11-05T09:17:00.000-08:00

Lelong!lelong!!!!

muahaha!

Ello!!!!Blogger.long time no see..

hmmmmm...

where should i start.?

ok this few months got more problem aiyooo!!!

but im getting along with my family,=)

worst to worst

MPH has change.

to bad to worst.

some separate.

some of our member change!!

some are starting to take stm again aiyoo!!!

even me hee!=)

but what to do.

every single day the time is

faster.

betol-betol-betol??

anyway..

this holiday i don't know what to do yaw!

maybe i should work..

haizzz..

MPH

are skater now.

not all.

ohh yeah just now skating me drop on the floor real nice

Ouch!

and fatin that time hungry..

Gummy!!!im hungry and show her sad face heee!!bluek!=P

so i pass mybb'k special nasi goreng and wanna see her face when she

eat haha!

Look up there.

Hahaha!and let's see my bapak ayam=)

i choose the white one.

anyway no much to said untill here.

Babye!!!!!!!!!!

busy.

2008-09-28T09:21:00.000-07:00

I want ''Peace'' can?

i don't want any fucking problem

Love

brother

family

settle it fast .

and i want this finish .

MPH please.

they make me go wee!!=)

fatin yam

aisyah super coco crunch!!heee!

Aiyooo!

this few day go alot of problem,,

aiyoo!

mimi will just don't think to much about you know who.

aisyah!perdator ku.haha!alien sori kalaw hentak kepala kaw wakaka!and don't think about ...

there alot of boys in this world yeah-yeah!i know he not like other guy.but please stop

i hate to see you cry girl!=(

and i swear mimi and aisyah there alot of boys and girl more cute, more kindheart, more understanding like me heee!

not im saying fatin and dot are not understanding all.but just give them time.or walk away.

that's all i could said.

UNTILL HERE

dream oh dream

2008-09-22T07:43:00.001-07:00

dream ohh dream
you know some people their only happy place is in lala land.
tau kat maner tk?
kat mimpi kau ler gundu!wakaka!giler=I
sometime's dream is your worst nightmare!
or your sweetest momment!=)
well my dream that time was the happiest momment.
i dream about me and MPH become rich we make film about us from the start to the end..damn i got big house i got about 10cars...and the happiest thing is we mph leave in the same house....i dream about big-big-big to the big house!hee!
faris,mimi, watching porno in a big-big com.shafiq-a'an-become kepala gangster in singapore.nas doing poping everyday at home.mardy-dini..dah kawin.dah ader anak.erhmm jux a dream...hanafi king taekwando..-anuwar become a doctor..check gigi org.....hee!!and a happy ending all the way.too bad is a dream=(just because of film....
can be rich!hee.
MPH.
sleep with a smile
wake up with a smile=)
untill here gummy bear..

stress..everbody stress!!

2008-09-16T09:51:00.000-07:00

fuck..fuck..fuck...

12.30 smoking till the last stick i have..

why when we don't make problems-problems come to us.

its like 'what the fuck'!!

i hate my family..

my father shoout at me..4am in the morning just beccause of im lazy to eat for sahur and angry at me because he caught me smoking..i forgot to throw my ciggarete butt that time..and 6.30 in the morning my father lecture wif me blablablabla!fuck that shit

ok that's one problem

2nd'

the other one is a'an run away from home..

im so worry about him...

i hope he could solve his problem..

hope i could help him.

but how??

the 3rd problem

why people always go to me and said 'eh kakak kaw ni'kakak kaw tu''

kakak kaw prangai sial r..

why the fuck you all must talk infront of me.

im his same blood..you all must understand how i feel.

and you know who you all are!

damn i also hate my sis for what she done to u guys.

forget the past will you!

4thproblem

exam is so near and i revise my maths!!

my art teacher sux for me!!!

rrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stresssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Boring.sunday ...

2008-09-14T03:03:00.000-07:00

without my ear pic i will be crazy!!because in my house my family will be nagging

all the way.'mirul dah mandi!!!!!'mirul kau puase tak!!!!kau jangan nak keluar selalu eh exam nk kat dekat!!!!but when im using my ear pices the only thing i can heard is

people singing playing guitar.when my family nagging when im using my ear pic is like blablablabla!=)

Boring-Boring-Boring!!

Saturday i was on the way to my grandma house then suddenly

i see the sunset.take pic . so the boring that time.....the sun make think of her..

but everytime i think of her make me feel so damn sad.because this day some girl's go for the 'looks' but not the heart,,,ohh well...............

Lynn Ohh Lynn

2008-09-11T08:47:00.000-07:00

This is Lynn my naughty little bestfriend heee=)

she's the one i always talk on the phone very talkative like gummy bear duhhh..

she's one hot temper girl,but when come's to problems i come to her...

she is one of mine really-really-really close friend that understand me.

and i know her character alittle bit weird.hee!!

and when she got problem she will always said 'gummy i got problem!!!!'

and she will come to me and hug me..haizz lynn -lynn ....

i hate to see her cry.haizz.

share problem

share secrect

share everyday life

mimi,lynn,gummy,cicak,fifa...

Lynn!!gummy sayang kamu you know!...............

untill here..

im back again...with chit chat blog

2008-09-08T08:15:00.000-07:00

Hello-Hello!!!!!
kopi dan horlick!=P

where should i start...?........emm this few months there's a lot of

problem for me...i don't know who curse me or something=I anyway i sometimes don't feel the same way like last time.. i feel so weird this day grrrrr....

and MPH still alive muahaaha!!giler....but sad to said some have seperate...

and my bestiest like mimi and peter they are changing likee peter he is so confuse with love,......and mimi what'a wrong with him.his like so sensetive this day..well usually im the one who always sensetive,grummpy.....

and kecyk my fravorite one in mph last time.. but now..

haiyooooooooo........

my life is getting happy because i don't need to be stress about this 'things'

Happy-Happy-Happy=(

Thanks M.P.H

2008-06-30T06:15:00.000-07:00

.you guys are the bestfriend that i ever known.when i got problem you all help me.i don't know how to re-pay your kindness..

Suhaimi aka mimi-your the most fun,crazy and the most comfort people that i can talk to...yar2 i know im not your besties. right?

Shafiq aka SON OF the demon-hee.you are alittle weird but the most understanding people. phm tk?kalau tk phm diam!

syazwan aka A'an-a gentelment who knows how to look after his girlfriend.and who help alot of people.but when you got problem why didnt you tell me or MPH haizzz.when you got problem just tell me because you help alot of people.we want to re-pay your kindness.hmm. a'an2

Shakir-Aka-Peter Parker.he like to smile.he like to smoke.he like gay=) hehe!smile.

Afiq aka Dini-the quiet one.

Hanafi-aka proffesor x's haha!his talkative but he is ok.

Shafiei-alley cat..talkative,gay,fun,and weird.

Faris AKA patah .he is one of the most 'gerek'people FARIS THE PATAH BOI!

Anuwar aka boge.abg sachok ,annoying,giler sikit..grr.we mph treat as the youngest /haizz

mira aka Izfa my sis..gerek,gler,emo,understanding and3 lovable.=-)

astraff-aka monster COrk..he got a big cork..!ee!haha! fun,and crazy Jackass!

huda aka kecik =my sister lurp and so call my mam.bcuz im her bodyguard.my mission to look after you.=)but i think my mission fail haizz..=(

damn it!and3 gummy sayang kamu bnyk!

Naz aka orang Minyak!haha.jk...gentlement,fun,crazy..but one thing learn from your mistake when a girl do stupid things sometimes she's testing you..haizzz dumb2.

suhaimi aka dot2!!irritating,annoying,grr but cute=)

FiFI..i like you!!!haizz i only can get you in my dreams..but in reality 'DREAM ON GUMMY BEAR' bcuz i know i won't get you yar2 i know you like other guys haizz.forget it gummy bear..

Era Star..our newest member of mph.fun,beautiful,giler...and alittle sensitive..alittle only ok.

THAT'S ALL I CAN SAID THX MPH..GUMMY SAYANG KAMU SEMUA MUAH! BABYE=i

it's just a lyric

2008-06-23T05:38:00.000-07:00

It's been the longest winter without youI didn't know where to turn toSee somehow I can't forget youAfter all that we've been throughGoing coming thought I heard a knockWho's there no oneThinking that I deserve itNow I realize that I really didn't knowIf you didn't notice you mean everythingQuickly I'm learning to love againAll I know is I'm gon' be ok[Chorus:]Thought I couldn't live without youIt's gonna hurt when it heals too (oh yeah)It'll all get better in timeAnd even though I really love youI'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (oohh)It'll all get better in timeI couldn't turn on the TVWithout something there to remind meWas it all that easyTo just put aside your feelingsIf I'm dreaming don't wanna laughHurt my feelings but that's the pathI believe inAnd I know that time will heal itIf you didn't notice boy you meant everythingQuickly I'm learning to love againAll I know is I'm gon' be ok[Chorus:]Thought I couldn't live without youIt's gonna hurt when it heals too (oh yeah)It'll all get better in timeAnd even though I really love youI'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (oohh)It'll all get better in timeSince there's no more you and me (no more you and me)It's time I let you goSo I can be freeAnd live my life how it should beNo matter how hard it is I'll be fine without youYes I willThought I couldn't live without youIt's gonna hurt when it heals too (oh)It'll all get better in timeAnd even though I really love youI'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes, I do)It'll all get better in timeThought I couldn't live without youIt's gonna hurt when it heals too (yeah)It'll all get better in timeAnd even though I really love youI'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (ooh)It'll all get better in time

it's a lyric..yar-yar i know i like girl song.hee